you’re so very far away.

it makes me sad but calm. autumn is soon here. this is the time of the year when you want to hold someones hand and just hide in someones embrace. kiss in the outside coldness, feel the other ones cold nose against your cheek. feel the warmth inside you. that one that you think can never go out. but it can. and then it is cold again, inside and out. for sometime. and hopefully, one day you will feel the warmth again and be brave enough to dive deep into it, in the ocean.